I want to Remember You,

ARGH! I was walking down the sidewalk infront of Mathews hall today, and I sort of seen this girl.I say sort of because the sun was my eyes. Anyway my memory is like BAM! I get a de ja vue... a memory of a memory. This girl jogs a memory of another girl I THINK I once knew. She looked a lot like Tammy. Same hair, same height, this one that was walking had the same pants that I remember this girl wearing. They wer black and baggy. Its like a memory of a memory. But now I remember her in more detail… I am now obsessed with finding out who this girl is… I need to know. She looks a lot like Tammy. So this was on the way to my one gay class, and then after class BAM! I REMEMBER HER FACE… But I am doubting my mind is this girl real or not? Could she be my mind creating something, and tricking itself. Just now I think I remember talking to her and she was holding her books to her chest… Why is this bugging me so much? I think I remember her…but do I? I think Darci might know who I am talking about but she isn’t on msn! This is driving me insane… I think I mighta had a semi crush on her… I think I might of seen her at our old HS… but I cant be sure… I REALLY WANT TO KNOW! AHHHHHHH! Damn it! I completely remember her face now, and I remember how she talked… but I cant be sure if its real. LOL I AM NOT INSANE! I think she was my friend for a little while… or we at least talked.

Ok its like 10 minutes later from when I wrote this now. I get all Sherlock Homes and I'm like if she had books then she must have went to school with me. I now think I can remember her sitting and doing her homework in the hallway. This is so weird... She musta been in a class ahead of me... Some reason I want to meet her again if she is real. OMG THIS IS SOOOO WEIRD! Why cant I totally remember her?

I also had a thought that maybe she was my initial view of tammy. Before I got to know her and I just seen her around, but I dont think so...