Discovery

Referring back to my previous blog about the matrix, today I discovered that Lo and Behold meee Mr. Non-conformist has all along been blind. HAHA imagine that. The pot calling the kettle black. I used to like sort of this pop/rock type of music, however lately I haven't been listening to it. For a long time actually. I have been listening to lots of rap. Don't get me wrong I like rap, but I discovered that I was listening to some songs, because other people think they are cool. However, they are not my fav. So I was listening to my old favorite music and I love them! I wasn't listening to them because it wasn't popular. Its old also, but ya know what I like old stuff! Anyway From now on I'm only going to listen to what I like, and if someone else likes it good for them I don't have to listen to it if I don't want. I think though that there must still be things that I am not necessarily true to my self on, we will have to find them out. "If one then many.� (That’s my quote I dunno if someone else beat me to that one, but I have never heard it so until I do its mine! HAHA) Why this sudden change right now? Why didn't I discover this before? Well that’s simple. I met this one girl. She is amazing, I could go on and on about her, but that’s not the purpose of this blog the point is I really trust her, and she makes me feel secure. I have like this new lease on life that says Dare to be yourself! And I do, and its wonderful. It's all because of her! Since I have met her I have been set free, to do whatever I feel is right. I no longer even bother to care what is popular, just what I like. I was going toward that way, but I have took a giant leap in the right direction, and let me tell you when you stop being a SHEEP and do what you want instead of what you imagine other people expect you to, then you attain a whole new state of being. You are actually happy because lets admit it what is popular many times is bogus, boring and sometimes down right retarded. Trying to be Popular actually makes you miserable, and frankly isn’t that cool because it shows you are unable to think for yourself. I discovered people actually like you more when you think for yourself for the most part. And if they don't then woopety doo daa. They don't matter. They are like mindless clones anyway. What a boring world if we were all clones. Don't change for anyone, but yourself. And back to that girl she is HOTT! SHE MAKES LIFE FEEL LIKE ITS ALL WORTH IT! I'll forever be in her debt for what she has done to me. Thank You... Squirrel (haha)