Discovery

Referring back to my previous blog about the matrix, today I discovered that Lo and Behold meee Mr. Non-conformist has all along been blind. HAHA imagine that. The pot calling the kettle black. I used to like sort of this pop/rock type of music, however lately I haven't been listening to it. For a long time actually. I have been listening to lots of rap. Don't get me wrong I like rap, but I discovered that I was listening to some songs, because other people think they are cool. However, they are not my fav. So I was listening to my old favorite music and I love them! I wasn't listening to them because it wasn't popular. Its old also, but ya know what I like old stuff! Anyway From now on I'm only going to listen to what I like, and if someone else likes it good for them I don't have to listen to it if I don't want. I think though that there must still be things that I am not necessarily true to my self on, we will have to find them out. "If one then many.� (That’s my quote I dunno if someone else beat me to that one, but I have never heard it so until I do its mine! HAHA) Why this sudden change right now? Why didn't I discover this before? Well that’s simple. I met this one girl. She is amazing, I could go on and on about her, but that’s not the purpose of this blog the point is I really trust her, and she makes me feel secure. I have like this new lease on life that says Dare to be yourself! And I do, and its wonderful. It's all because of her! Since I have met her I have been set free, to do whatever I feel is right. I no longer even bother to care what is popular, just what I like. I was going toward that way, but I have took a giant leap in the right direction, and let me tell you when you stop being a SHEEP and do what you want instead of what you imagine other people expect you to, then you attain a whole new state of being. You are actually happy because lets admit it what is popular many times is bogus, boring and sometimes down right retarded. Trying to be Popular actually makes you miserable, and frankly isn’t that cool because it shows you are unable to think for yourself. I discovered people actually like you more when you think for yourself for the most part. And if they don't then woopety doo daa. They don't matter. They are like mindless clones anyway. What a boring world if we were all clones. Don't change for anyone, but yourself. And back to that girl she is HOTT! SHE MAKES LIFE FEEL LIKE ITS ALL WORTH IT! I'll forever be in her debt for what she has done to me. Thank You... Squirrel (haha)

Do you know why I pulled you over Son?

1) Speeding
2) Music WAY to fricken loud
3) Out of date license plate tags
4) Burnout
5) Can't see back license plate
6) Not complete stop at the stop sign
7) Forgot to signal my turn
8) No driver's license in wallet
9) No registration in car


Cop: "Can I see your license and registraion?"
Me: "NO! YOU CAN'T! HAHA!"

LOL serious Friday IF a cop stopped me I coulda been nailed for all that sh*t! HAHA. But it was smooth sailing baby no coppers within site. I just relized about not having the licence, the plates and registrion. HAHA. I woulda been screwed! The consolation though was at least I always wear my seat belt haha. Well God looks out for little children and fools and I'm both so it's all good! HAHA!

Cat Fight

Our little black cat who is just like a old kitten was fighting our big orange cat chucky. It was hilarious hes like at least half as big as chucky. Moms said it looked like Peewee Herman Vs. Arnold Schwarzenegger. HAHA that'd be funny to see! Ya the black one is definetly dumb but I admit he never gives up. But grr he always wants to be where he isn't supposed to. A few weeks ago he snuck into my room somehow and tipped my plant which is pretty big all over dirt everywhere. Now my plants lopsided and never will be the same! OHH I was mad when I went in there and seen my poor plant. I started to scream mom runs up and is like WHAT IN THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU. I'm like the little black devil strikes again! OH well its all good. Lately I haven't had a negative emotion for more then a minute. Guess why haha. Not telling! IM HAPPPY ! ~~~~ YAHOOOOOOOOOOOO! (NUTTY ALSO) haha.
Hasta La Vista Peeps!^^^^***

Factory Outta Here!

Yahoo I just replaced the factory speakers in my car today. I thought I could do it myself, but nope. MY friend had to help me. I got a 100 Watt Pioneers for the Door (4 X 6 ), and for the rear I got 330 Watt pioneers (6 X 9). Let me tell you spending 250 $ (70 for doors and 150 for back) on these was a smart choice. They are incredible. A million times better then the factories. There is so much bass it almost sounds like a sub. The sound is crystal clear and can be way louder. People Can hear whats in my car from inside their car haha I love it. Mom says I am gonna get arrested... coool! I really love these babies plus you can see them in the back which looks awesome. Next I might get a dual subwoofers and tweeters in a box from walmart, because my other 12 inch woofer broke. These are both 6 inch, but for 15 bucks i think hey thats cheep! My amps a 400 watt pioneer which is nice. PIONEER BABY ALL THE WAY! SO GET RID OF YOUR CRAPPY FACTORY SPEAKERS AND START LIVIN LOUD...

I wear my sunglasses

Recently my cousin gave me his sunglasses, and we were riding in my Uncles Escalade, (which is awesome and has heated leather seats which are quite pleasent on the buns) anyhow It was pitch black outside and I was wearing the sunglasses. Why? Because! I was thinking I wonder what would I tell a cop if I got stopped while wearing these babies at night. He'd probably think I was blind and have sympathy for me and let me off with a warning. Course he'd probably wonder where my handy cap ticket thingy is. Then I might get in trouble, then I thought WAIT A MINUTE BLIND PEOPLE CAN'T DRIVE YOU IMBECILE! What am I some sort of moron or something? APPARENTLY!

What ARE you thinking?

Tamika: "You thinking what I’m thinking?"
Trever: "I hope not - I’m thinking about how much my balls hurt!"

FLOATING ON CLOUD 9 WE'LL LEAVE THE LIGHT ON FOR YOU!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! WEEEEEEEEE. i'M ON CLOUD 27 IM FLYING! HAHAH. GIGGLE GIGGLE... (WHAT A NERD!)
"Since the moment I spotted you
Like walking around with little wings on my shoes
My stomach’s filled with the butterflies...and it’s alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I’m never going to come down
If I said I didn’t like it then you know I’d lied."

"You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling
And ooh wee it’s the ultimate feeling
You got me lifted feeling so gifted
Sugar how you get so fly?"

TWO WORDS SUGA BUNS OO

THIS ROCKS!

KFC

I just seen an add for KFC:
"Theres fast food then theres KFC."
Sounds to me like they are advertising being slow OHH YA THAT'LL MAKE PEOPLE COME GOOD THINKING KERNEL I LOST MY BRAIN AND CAN'T FIND IT!

IROC-Z

Out of all my cars I want I think my favorite is a Black or Red Iroc-Z Camaro! I want a manual. Though I can't drive a stick I'll learn! Owee I love em. I could buy one now and replace my cavalier. Its a good car a 2001 with 56000 miles. But it aint fast at all and not really that cool in my eyes. But I'd have to get a job do I want to? I'd love that car, but is it worth it? I dunno exchange freedom and time for a dream... The question is how bad do I want it... AS in the words of Arnold Schwarzenegger: "I believe you can do anything you want - build a great body, obtain wealth, be a success in life - if you want it badly enough and are willing to work for it with all your heart." I agree with him. Thats my problem though. If I want something very badly I'll get it, because I'll work my hardest. However, if I don't have any or little motivation Its a very hard struggle for me to do it. I usually put it off and off till the last minute, then its to late. Thats probably not a good thing though. I dunno what will happen, if I'll get it or not, but we'll see.

Funny Conversation #2

ME: "Hey Tammy, think I can get this M&M in my mouth?"
Naturally she thinks I am gonna toss it into the air...
Tammy: "If you do I'll give you a big kiss."
So I put it into my mouth without throwing it and smile broadly.
ME: "So wheres my kiss?" I ask mischeviously.
STILL WAITING HAHAHA!

Funny Conversation

ME: "Hey remember those blue jeans I always wear that are so baggy?"
Tammy: "No not really..."
ME: "Ugh!"
Tammy "I usually dont see your pants..."
ME: "Yeah usually In your mind I'm not wearing any clothes!!"
~LOL~

Nobody Want's to be Lonely

Having your heart ripped out of your chest, stomped on, and spit on then have that same person dust it off and put it back in and act like it wasn't her fault hurts. Especially when she does it numerous times... Eventually you have to get wise and relize that person only cares about themselves. Its probably for the best anyway. We wouldn't have worked out, our personalitys didn't match and she could be mean, and very demanding. I'm just sad I wasted my time with someone who didn't even like me. I have no feelings for that person any more and want to move on. I dunno I haven't been single for like 8 months and I don't wanna be. Its wonderful to be in love, but I just need to find a girl thats right for me. *Sigh*

Nuts like Me

Check out my friends websites. They're both as *GUN* as mine! ~HAHA~
Kitty's Litter Box - Darci
Squirrel's Nut House - Tammy

Enjoy

Future Cars

1) 66 Chevrolet Impala SS Convertible Shiny Purple
2) 70 Plymouth Cuda Hardtop Lime Green
3) 69 Dodge Charger General Lee Clone from Dukes of Hazard
4) 69 Chevrolet Corvette Convertible Shiny Blue
5) 85 PONTIAC FIREBIRD TRANS AM Black Hardtop (I was born this year)
6) 79 IROC-Z Chevrolet Camaro Blue with white stripes
7) Brand New Ford Mustang Cobra (Super Charged) Convertible Red
8) Finally A Brand New Corvette Z06 (Hardtop) Yellow

~For all Car fanatics out there this is an awesome site www.cardomain.com it has thousands of peoples tricked out rides check it out!~

You always think you have control of something until it smacks you in the head. GOSH DARN IT THAT DOOR HURT! *Inspired by a true story*

The Haunted Masion

For those people who know me they will probably tell you I am a child trapped in the body of a 6'4 18 year old. I love to be goofy and stupid. So here is my dream that I obviously can't attain yet. I just hope I'll always have that magic a child holds. That wonder for life. A zest of living. Lots people I see the older they get the more boring they lose that magic. I hope I never do. Its the essense of life. You don't have to lose it though. Just ask my Government teacher. HAHA hes awesome a giant kid himself. Anyhow my dream is to own a Castle. I love the middle ages. I recently seen the movie the Haunted Mansion while the movie kinda sucked a big hairy the mansion was the bomb! Gosh I'd kill (metaphorically speaking hahahahahahahaaha) to get the floor plan to that place. Dude Its exactly how I want my place. Kreepy. Except there was this one room with paintings that was gay, plus I want a mote and a Drawbridge. Some hedges and acool garden would be cool. Its soo creepy in there. I love it. I want suits of armor paintings of me, gargoyals, a pet raven and owl, SECRET PASSAGES ARE A MUST! lots of gothic art and stuff, A private library. A ball room fireplacessssss, secret rooms. Gotta have an attic and a dungeon to. And all kinds of antiques from that period. I just need to figure out how to finance this little deal. Oh well when I am a famous Psychologist or computer hacker employed by the gov't I will be able to afford everything. Plus Ill have a huge garage where I can work on my fleet of pimpin cars! F*ck the corperate world Biotch!

American Muscle The Anti Ricer!

(for those non car fanatics a ricer is a non american car. Like the honda. Its derrogatory.)
So for those ricers out there I got a message: Racing Hondas is like the special Olympics, even if you win your still RETARDED!
*Future owner of a tricked out purple 66 Impala SS*

The Matrix

Once I watched this movie that aksed what if everything you have ever heard was a lie? I thought yeah what if? However I thought it's only in the movie not in real life. But who knows this reality might be all a lie. Not necessarily a lie, but a mass misconception. For instance there are rules set down that society dictates to you from birth. Like gender roles guys have to act one way you know macho like football, whatever. Girls another. Thats just one example how many things do we do just cause everyone else does it. We don't even sit down, and think why. Another example: Why do you eat at say 6:00 pm all the time? Your not always hungry then thats just what you do. Shouldn't you eat to live therefore eat when your hungry? When you think about things alot of stuff makes no sense, we just do it without question because everyone does. Thats the way it is and thats the way it has always been. Sometimes if we don't conform society shuns us. Not necessarily in the sense of like running your out the the county more like avoid you cause your different you threaten my view points and make me think. They labels us a freak. A rebel. But thats another misconception of society. Being a rebel isn't wrong, it just means I am prone to thinking for myself. Some people might feel endangered if you start changing all their comfortable rules. They work so why change them? I think it all comes down to that. People fear change, because its unknown. It may bring pain, but it might get better, however one may tend not to think about the pleasure only the pain. Its easy to say: now I feel ok so why change and have the POSSIBILITY of getting burned? People fear change, and what they fear they destory (or get rid of). Its sad. This is a ginormous barrier to growth. You have the power to shatter that barrier though. Don't do things blindy because your told to. Question. Question. Question. It is the only way to learn. My quote is " I'd rather be a freak then a sheep." Because where do the sheep go? Blissfully to the slaughter. In a manner of speaking. I think the only way to fullfill your true potential is to dare to be you. Do what you want, think for yourself, and most importantly QUESTION EVERYTHING!

TESTING
one two three,hahaha how moronic